The wanted just keep growing.

I miss you to death Dad.It's making me emotional.You're someone I don't want to think of but never ever let myself to forget.I don't wanna grow up without you.I want you in every important day of my life.I want you to be proud of me.Only your heartbeats matters.
It's not my pain that brings me down,it's your.It's not the big things that leave the marks,it's the details.
You're the reason to a wonderful & awful life.Both at the same time.You're magical.Down to every crystal,every piece of glitter.I love you so bad.